Things.

Wow.

Just wow.

Sometimes, I feel so lucky. Lucky and bored. I'm lucky because I have all of these fortunate circumstances about my life and I'm not starving and I have a home and a family and friends.

I'm super lucky.

But also, I'm bored. I wish things would happen more often. I'm tired about being nervous about the things that could happen, the things that never do. I'm not talking stupid petty high school things, not necessarily. Just in general, things.

I feel kind of like I'm hitting major teenage milestones late, but I'm really younger than like, everyone. It's weird. I'm graduating in a year. This isn't possible, but here it is happening all around me.

I know life isn't going to end after high school, but it sure seems like sticking my head into a pitch black room.